Moving to HERE.

*Cough* I'm back ^^ *cricket cricket* x.x;;; okay...

But now I'm going to be under friend's only... Why? Well... let's keep that a secret. Let's just say... Something happened to someone before and I'm going to be more careful.. ^^;;;

Truthfully, I don't really feel like blogging anymore. However, due to fluctuations in my personality, I'm getting guilty because of my friends. Every night... I think I go "Emo Mode" so now...

I will unleash my stress on this pitiful page. ^^;;;

Gomen... >.<

- Leave a Comment so I can add you as my friend ^^ -

NO MORE LJBLOG FOR ME. Maybe I'll relive it the future...or maybe not... Might just use DA journal. Dunno. Bye. ^^

I'm not on Hiatus anymore... but... I just don't feel like blogging. So instead...I'll just make this the lastest journal entry and we'll see how many people will comment ^^

About †CaRa† Survey:

1. Who is this?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
8. Do you love me?
9. Have I ever hurt you?
10. Would you hug me?
11. Would you kiss me?
12. Would you marry me?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What about me makes you happy?
25. What about me makes you sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. What's something you would change about me?
28. How well do you know me?
29. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
30. Do you think I would kill someone?
31. Are we close?
32. Will you post this somewhere to see what people say about you?

Pls. Answer via Comment. Livejournal is anonymous comment-uh-er-able. XD

from aruthemia

I'm going on HIATUS mode! Number one reason. I'm lazy to update. Number two. Just chat with me on YM: carauy. Number Three. I go to DA more often though I don't blog much anymore. Number Four. I'm gonna try to stray away from the computer. My grades in Third Qtr is soooooooo bad... it's actually shocking.

I mean...I know I'm not a bad student. Not to be bragging but... Heck! I even have an above average/high IQ! Plus! Out of our whole class! I was one of the 9(?) people who got AA (AA-A-BA) in some sort of IQ test. AA is the highest score you could get! But then...third year...junior year..this school year...i seem to be slipping away...

I've gotten more line of 7s in subjects I swear I'm SUPPOSED to be good at when I look at my past... English... my current grade is 79. Who gets a 79 in English! And supposedly in the Personality test...I was like 90%+ on english part. Not to mention I read lots of books, have satisfactory grammar and am a writer/poet. So why 79?! Why Cara!

Second is Math... now... my card almost got held back. I was exactly 75! me! 75 in math @_@ I suspected my grades to go lower bec my 3rd qtr has been a total waste but not like this. Though I tell people my grades are okay cuz at least i passed im shocked at my math.
I used to be in the star section! sure i wasn't in advanced math but being there must have counted for something? and in gr 7, i almost got picked as math rep in an interclass something... ALMOST. And...math is like...a piece of cake! Algebra's sooo easy! I never exceled but...Geom... Geom has been so hard for me... but then... probably its my fault... I don't listen to HER that much... I just don't like her and i have this tendency that when i don't like my teachers... i get low grades... like chinese before... @_@;;;

Science...well...76...God...help me... I'm not a genius in Science...this one I can understand why im failing...but 76...I can't accept...

My grade in music has gone down to a measly 92...@_@ kill me now...


Will I ever get to Ateneo like this?! In a computer course no less...which math and science are the most important things...? Will I even get to a college with grades like this...

Save me, sweet dreams
Let me not wake to the darkness
Of this world
Which we call reality

Were are thy boundaries?
What are our true callings?
Will we be able to live to see
The bright light of tomorrow?

Can we live today
As we are meant to
If the shadows of mind
Cloud thy innocent smiles?

^ Random words by me...

Hmm... random journal ^__^ lotsa wrong grammar in there and my thoughts are all jumbled up.

Well...Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! (belated of course). Tommorow is the last day of freedom...for the day after that...we go back to *wince* school *twitch*. Time passes by so swiftly. It seems as if only yesterday, we had annual Christmas party at school and were saying hello to the "break" and now we have say goodbye to it. *sigh*

Lol. All I did during the "break" was cosplay twice. Ozine Fest and Manila International Gift Show, as Hyuuga Hinata from Naruto. ^.^ Oh! And I indulged myself in a Naruto frenzy though I still admit I'm still quite a newbie at Naruto... I mean... I just started watching the anime...so I'm really late. And I keep missing the episodes because I keep on losing track of the time. And I just started reading the manga and I'm still in Chapter 51. And the last thing I did was play PS2 and computer almost 24/7 and plan for my first project costume which I'm starting from scratch.

So what did I do?

1. Cosplay
2. Naruto
3. Bum Around

But in fairness...I did study for the oral defense and I did bother taking out my Noli Me Tangere which I haven't finished...and I did read the first few lines of Macbeth. Hmm...what else... I keep on sleeping at 3am and waking up at 3pm XD My sleeping time is so messed up...I wonder how many tardy slips I'll get this quarter.

OMG...3rd year's almost up! Meaning...seach for college...@_@ God help me... Ateneo...computers...ComSci or IT or something @_@
Wah! I need a summer job...I want one... *shrug* Something related to anime/games/computers...

Just wanted to say Merry Christmas to everyone at exactly 12MN XD

c/o hija_de_futah Lola Presea!!! SALAMAT POH! Sa pagbabantay niyo saamin, para sa mga pics, at sa papasali saakin sa inyong malaking pamilya :3 <3

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Wah! Ang saya ng Otakuzine. First of all...I gained new friends :3 Parang...I went there only knowing a few people... and I even joined a Naruto group with people I didn't know... then afterwards... may pamilya na ako XD

Ang saya! When I went up the stage...sobra akong kinakaba... 1st time kasi magindividual kasi newbie cosplayer lang ako...^^ Anyways... masaya siya.. kasi... well... Hinata isn't that much of a famous character in Naruto. But then when I went up stage... there were people who cheered for me! <3ness ^//^ I'm not sure who though... pwede kilala ko... pwede hindi... I was too busy being scared to notice. XD

When I was on stage...I was too busy thinking... 10 secs...you have to stay there for 10 secs... I walked on stage...looking on the ground and acting shy...(cuz I am) while doing this...

poke...poke...poke...

Then I went "N-n-naruto..." then I forgot what I was gonna say next... I was thinking... OMG..what is where are you in Jap... uh... O_O oh wait... I was gonna say something else pla... "Nee Kikoe Masu ka? (Can you hear me?)" Walks off stage doing the poking thing...

Wah! Sana umabot ng 10 secs un... @__@ Not like I'll win though XD Nanalo si Tito Oreo :3 ung sasuke ng group namin. Pero ang masaya...sabi ng friend ko... maayos ung pagsalita ko... kasi klaro raw... unlike the others who you couldn't understand what they said... and she said kakagulat daw na may nagcheer saakin... but she said probably they like the hinata character... ^//^

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Go HIMITSU HIEKI!!!
Wah!!! I didn't get Essay's contact number O_O
I gained about...15 new friends <3 Gotta love cosplaying ^^

Owwie...My fingers hurt... Well... that's what you get when you practice plucking for a looooong time... At least by now I sorta got the hang of it so my efforts weren't put to waste ^^ I want a Jpop/Jrock/Anime band ^^

It's that time again... when I go on a very very very long meme craze ^.~

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In June I gave change to a homeless guy (19 points). In October I gave gabkun a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). In September on a flight to Pakistan, I stole the emergency flight information card (-40 points). Last Thursday I turned victoria_07 in for eating carbs (3 points). Last Friday I donated bone marrow to star_flare in a life-saving procedure (300 points). Overall, I've been nice (332 points). For Christmas I deserve an Easy-Bake Oven! Sincerely, carauy

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